(What's your opinion?)

If you want the rainbow,
You gotta put up with the rain.

SHARINA Comment here♥ Exits ; ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥	>	Comment here♥	Wednesday, November 26, 2008 / 10:15 PM ♥ Baby, this one's for you!(: Back to top, Babeh ! Sunday, October 5, 2008 / 7:37 AM ♥ Saturday. Out with sweetheart to Vivo. It was great spending time with dearest. Hung out at skypark and strolled at vivo. We watched Wall-E. It's so cute! Sweet too! Baby bought a tshirt from Pull and bear. And and he bought me a cap from there too! Thanks baby!:D Thanks for spending time with me, for th movies, th cap and planning th whole of Saturday.:D Monday, was awesome! Skipped school. Raudah who was in school ended up skipping too. Hehe. Got a call from her when i was still snoring. Met her at woodlands. Headed her house at Bishan first cos she was complaing that she's hot with her long sleeve shirt. Headed town after that. Catched Mamma mia @ cineleisure. And then shopped for accessories for raya. I love my bangles! Then Ramen ten to break fast. Followed by this Taiwanese ice-cream. We spend near a hundred for yesterday. But its worth it cos we had fun! Its been quite sometime since we catched up, so yeah. Thanks Raudah for the outing. It was fun! We should do that often. And you think carefully about NAFA, okay darl? Im so jealous! Anyway, alot of good things happen yesterday. I bumped into god bro at town yesterday. It was sucha a relieve to see you in that smile again. Instead of your long face th whole of last week. Im glad everything's fine now. Your patience was worthwhile, isnt it? I told you not to give up! Hehe. Now, dont blow that chance! Im happy for you! To someone who had a date yesterday. Ehem! Glad everything went well. AHHHH! Im excited for you too. Tuesday. House chores! -______- Oh! Baby dropped by to pass some raya biscuits. In return i gave him some cakes. Hehe. Selamat Hari Raya!:D Back to top, Babeh ! Friday, May 23, 2008 / 1:31 AM ♥ Sentosa outing with W25H was awesome! So met Alex, Mei shen, Ben, Kieren and Rizal at Yishun. After which, met Rozaime and his girlfriend at Harbourfront interchange. Had breakfast there and met th others at Vivo. Took th monorail there. So kecoh. Frisbee, Dodgeball, Soccer, Volleyball was great! Th sand was super hot that we had to use our sandals while playing. And and dodgeball was so happenig. We, girls, were running around and shouting. LMAO. Picture takingg session after that was crazy! we came out with numerous ideas of posing. Haha. We Back to top, Babeh ! Tuesday, January 15, 2008 / 6:24 AM ♥ *I miss mum.* *I miss bro.* *I miss th kids.* *I miss friends.* *I miss boyfriend.* Just f o u r days and i'll be back. I just dont know. Im, ofcourse, very excited to go back but on th other hand, i kinda dont wanna leave this awesome family. Well, thinking of my return, just bring me back to th day where i actually cried th day before i came here. I feel so silly now. I mean, just bec im too afraid to come here alone, travel on a plane for my very first time, alone and live with this family. Its rather diffilcult to leave your home and beloved ones. But i knew i needed this. I need to be independent, need to be on my own. Now, its rly hard to leave this family whom had been so caring towards me th whole time im here. They've changed me, in a good way though. This, i must say is a rly good experience/opportunity for me. Its like th best summer i ever had. It actually let me find *myself.* I mean, i got lotsa *freedom* here that i cant do back there. Th people, their character are obviously different which makes me be more open-minded. Here, you can be more outspoken, you can say almost whatever you want bec noone actually mind. They wont take to heart. Look at th malay society in singapore for example, you cant say whatever you want bec people might think you're rude. To think about it, you're just saying your opinion which i think most of them are true anyway. They just cant accept some facts but they will unevidently prove us wrong? Okay, closest example would be obviously my dad. You cant possibly talk back to him bec its he thinks its freaking rude. I dont freaking understand why, but whatever. Whenever we argue, he will beat around th bush. No, he dont even have a point! However though, whenever i tried to prove my bloody point, which is obviously much more logical than his, he will ended it all with "Jangan kurang ajar eh?" This is th very typical orang melayu. Sometimes, i just wish my parents are as open-minded as them. So, being here had so-called brought back my confidence bec i dont have someone, my sister to be precise, to bring me down. And, my cousins always pointed out bout "Who cares bout what anyone else think. Its what you think." I used to bother bout what people will think which i dont know why. Its just a good break for me to do soul-searching. Know what i rly want in life, think bout my future. And i think i did. I need to be independent for a sec. After all these years, i've been counting on my parents and my siblings. I remember when i was fourteen and i was afraid to call and order for a pizza? Bec, i was lacking of confidence. I was afraid i said th wrong stuffs from what im supposed to say? My sister had to forced me into it. Well, maybe i should thank her for once. If not, i'll be forever afraid of this and that. Sometimes, you just hafta to step back, away from home to think it thru. Bec after this, i cant depend on my others to decide what i need to do. I have to decide my future and go thru it by myself. Back to top, Babeh !	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